Rest in Peace Kati

http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/orangecounty/obituary.aspx?n=kathryn-jaglowski-kayti&pid=138560199

I've gotten back from the viewing of my ex-Sister-in-Law and the funeral today, burial and reception.

The last time I saw her, well .. there are no words.

While I cried many times today,  I cried the hardest when her companion said these words:

"When I first met kati, She told me two things.  The first was that she was broke.  It took (a long time for me to understand that she didn't mean) financially.  The second (was that life would never be) boring ( with her)."

As Eddie, one of her brothers, said yesterday at the viewing, "Don't ever take "I love you" for granted".


Rest in Peace Katie Bear.

Follow up on Blah

It's 11 days into the new year and I'm still fighting the Blah.  I've made some progress, but I seem to be in a cycle that wants to keep me sucked in.

Depression.


That's the word that looms large in my mind but I continue to bat away.  How many times have I listened to a friend and thought "They are depressed and should get some therapy", yet here I am, in the midst of changes in my life fighting the same things I'd tell others to seek help with?

I guess it's time to listen to myself.


"We teach best what we most need to learn." quotes
- Richard Bach

P.S. Thank you Amanda for giving me "Illusions"

Blah

Blah Blah Blah blah and oh ya BLAH.

I am awash in a sea of Blahness from which I know not when I shall return.